It has been 2 years, yes. 2 years I haven't wrote anything.
Well, everything has changed from my last post, from 2015 until now, 2017.
Wow, time flash really fast.

In the last 2 years, my life changed so much. Not only because Allah SWT has granted my wishes, but also because I met interesting guy.
Did I just say "Interesting"? Of course, yes.
Some people asked me those question, and I'm sure, now you're one of them too, right?
If you know the story back then, I bet you'll agree with me. You'll say them "Interesting" too, just like I did. But, it's too bad because I can't tell you every details in here. I'll just tell you the summary of it, it doesn't matter, does it?
First, I met this guy. 
He was fine and nice, until I knew that it was just an act from him. It did matter at the beginning, but now? It doesn't matter anymore.
When we were close, so much close that people thought if we were together, he was really nice to me. He was even willing to wait in Ragunan, just to pick me up from the work, because I'm a Transjakarta's user. Then one day, I asked him about our relationship.
Why? Because every woman needs a certainty. He just said he hasn't ready yet. But, he was serious with me. So, yeah, I chose to wait for him.
And then, I prayed to Allah SWT, The Greatest. I did Tahajjud and asked Him to show me about this guy. I remember what Sheikh Yasir Qadhi said. He said :
I did that twice in 2 night. And you know what did Allah SWT give to me in the morning after I prayed Tahajjud?
He showed me everything. He lead me to the truth about that guy. He told me and opened my eyes about that guy. How? He showed me by our fought. Yes. we fought. We argued. I knew there was something wrong. I knew he was lying to me. He was just pretend to be a good nice guy.
And then, he just changed.
Yes, BECAUSE EVERYBODY WILL CHANGE AT THE END. 
He still didn't want to tell me. He just left. There weren't any words from him. Once again, he acted like he was nice and good for everyone.
He didn't take a long time to forget and get rid of me because he married with a girl who was his best friend. He told me that she was her best friend before. And I was believe to him at that time. It was my mistake. I know it.
And one day, I realized if he wasn't the best for me. Allah SWT knows the best for His people. He loves me too much. He hates when I love that guy more than Him.
That' why, you, we can't just lament our sadness. Allah SWT doesn't like that. We have to fight. We have to move on and let the past be the past.
Because, only you who can change that black hole into a beautiful rainbow.
Do you know the words of : "When there is a dark, there will be a light."
Yes.
I believe those words until that.
In the beginning of 2016, Allah SWT gave me what I want about my family, about my parents. And I'm so grateful until now. Alhamdulillah ya Allah. You are always kind to me, even I always do something bad. But, You're still there with me. 
When I look the past, I just feel I'm such a bad human. But, You are never tired to be with me, never tired to always be there for me, and never tired to remind me if I'm not in the right path.
That's why I choose to wear a Hijab in the same of that year, 2016. All of friends of mine were shocked. They didn't believe it. They always ask me, what's wrong with you? Are you okay? Did something happen to you? 
Every person I met asked same questions.
But, you know what?
Do you know what I believe about His Greatness? 
So, if you want to change yourself in a good ways, do not wait until tomorrow. Do not let the past haunt you. Just say : Dear past, thank you for your help. I can be like today because of you. I know this world because of you. Once again, thank you.